Bintang asa

Tubuhku lemasss..
bagaikan bunga yg telah layu
Menunduk.. dan tak kuasa lg sekedar terduduk tanpa penyangga 
Semuanya gelap..
Ketika secercah terang datang, berganti perut serasa menahan ombak pantai laut selatan Bergulung-gulung dan berdeburan 
Tubuhku yg telah lemas tak sanggup lg menahan

Bintang asaku pun tak tertahan..
Menghujam dadaku menjalarkan desiran pedih 
Hingga ke seluruh nadiku berdesir perihh..
Menghantarkan cahaya bintang asa yg mulai meredup 
Melambankan jantung yg lamban berdegup 
Menyisakan desiran perih 
Dan bayangan suram 'ku tak sanggup'

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Huh??

Who should i trust
When all of promises r broken
Who should i care
When all of people shout at me n yell
I know sometimes i made mistakes
And all this burden who can take
I thought u were different
But these all r wrong
And welcoming 33rd, what is it about?
Doesn't it too much?


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